Blood Promise (Vampire Academy, Book 4)

Blood Promise - Richelle Mead I'm trying not to think about what happened in this book because I WILL start crying if I do. Let's just say that I am in no way capable of finishing this series. Ever. It is the worst. (Just kidding. Maybe.) I don't think it was as good as Shadow Kiss, because that one ripped my heart out in a worse way, but it was TERRIBLE. And SO GOOD. I'm rambling. Someone stop me please.AMBER WHERE ARE YOU?